I ran in the Summer Nights Track & Field Series last night in San Diego. 1,500 meters. Came through 800 meters in 2:36, only 1 second shy of my plan. Wanted sub 5 minutes. Finished in 4:58.66. These 43-year-old legs ain’t got the speed they used to have, but I executed the way I wanted to, so I’m satisfied. My time was 30 seconds slower than my PR, but I’ll take it for now.
Racing 1,500 meters
That guy in the blue behind me used to weigh 260 pounds and would eat four double cheeseburgers for lunch. Now he does triathlons and has run sub 3 hours for a marathon. Truly inspirational. His story is in my next book, Run Your Fat Off, which comes out in March. Be sure to check it out.
The moments before a track race are some of the most anxious moments of my life. They are filled with a kaleidoscope of feelings—nervousness, hope, doubt, excitement, fear, and confidence all at once. Those moments make me feel alive.
Since this was the final track meet of the summer series, I decided to run the 400 meters about an hour after the 1,500 meters. I haven’t started a race from starting blocks in many years, but it’s fun to race such a short distance. I have always been enamored with speed. From the time I ran the 50-yard dash as part of the Presidential Physical Fitness Test in fourth grade, I knew I liked to run fast.
But on this day, I wasn’t. I got dusted by kids 20 years younger than me. Too many years of aerobic training made me feel like a distance runner trying to sprint. Ran 6 seconds slower than I did in eighth grade. But waking up those fast-twitch muscle fibers intrigued me.
Racing 400 meters
Unfortunately, most people shy away from fast running and track meets. Perhaps people think that if they are not fast to begin with, running fast is not for them. People tend to associate speed with being an athlete, and many (most) people don’t see themselves as athletes. But we all have athletic tendencies, even if they are buried deep within us, because we are all animals.
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Except for the few people who have the ability to win races, racing is not about winning. Sure, it feels good to win. I’ve been fortunate enough to win a number of races in my life, all of which were when I was younger and none of which were of any real consequence other than how good it made me feel. I fell far short of the Olympic dreams of my youth. No matter what level of runner you are, running is about how much we can put ourselves on the line, literally and figuratively, to measure up against our true selves and to shorten the distance between who we are and who we want to be. When we put ourselves on the line and pledge to run as fast as we can, we become vulnerable. We expose ourselves to the one person we matter most to—our self.
[tweetthis]When we pledge to run as fast as we can, we expose ourselves to the one person we matter most to — our self.[/tweetthis]
Racing is the best example of living through our bodies. When we race, we push our bodies to their limit. Or at least we hope to. We are given the rare opportunity to act like an animal in the wild, running free and showing our inner strength, our inner runner. Racing, if we do it with our whole heart, forces us to face what is happening right at that moment, in a way that few other experiences do. We give it our all, and we get even more back.
If there is a track meet in your neck of the woods, run or jump or throw or vault in it. You’ll be glad you did. Next time, I may enter the long jump, another one of my favorites!
Ha…. You are still a baby. I nailed it today at the 1and 2 mile ,400 and 800.
Senior games. My first track me since HS. It felt great!
Wait til you are a bit older.
Awesome, Marla!
WOW….you speak truth. “When we put ourselves on the line and pledge to run as fast as we can, we become vulnerable. We expose ourselves to the one person we matter most to – our self.” I would vow to run “sprints,” short distances as fast as I could….and I would be scared. It was crazy. I couldn’t understand why. No one else knew what I was doing. No one else saw. So what you said is so true….I felt really vulnerable because I was exposing myself to the one person who would know….myself. But when I forced myself to follow through, even if I wasn’t as fast as I thought I should be…..I felt SO FREE!!! And SO empowered by the attempt. Thank you for this great insight.
I took several of your classes at Dallas Mania several years ago and LOVED them. You imparted so much great information but you were also so funny at the same time. Miss you not being back.
Karen – I would love to speak again at Dallas MANIA! I wish they would invite me back. You should get my new book, The Inner Runner. I talk all about this stuff in the book. It speaks to the runner’s heart. https://www.amazon.com/Inner-Runner-Successful-Creative-Confident/dp/1634507959
Great Article!
You’re definitely preaching to the choir and we enjoy it. Ultimately we race against ourselves. It’s unfortunate to say but one day you will look back at that 4:58.66 with fondness and nostalgia. Time stands still for no one.
You should be able to maintain your current level of speed for some years to come. But we ‘masters’ know that our legs will get heavier and lose their spring as time passes.
That’s not to say that their aren’t a lot of guys in their 40′, 50’s etc. who run remarkable times. Your race time proves that you most likely finish way ahead in the pack when you race and do quite well in your age group. That’s cause for celebration.
I recently ran my fastest mile since I got back into running about 5 years ago. I’m now 54 and I have to laugh at myself when I think back to my high school days. I could run a 10 miler back then at a pace faster than my current ‘fastest mile in 5 years” pace. But it is what it is. After more than 30 years of not running and then picking it up again, I can expect nothing more.
The fact that you ran only 30 secs slower than your pr at age 43 is amazing. Keep doing what you’re doing. It’s working.
I can really relate to your comments on speed. It is a rush to turn these old legs over as fast as I can. The sense of speed is exhilarating.
I’ve slowly transitioned my running all long distance slow runs to include more interval (speedy) training. I’ve found the interval running to be more fulfilling and a welcomed change of pace.
Looking forward to the new book. Would love to hear more about the guy in blue.
I got your book…..I’m only in the first chapter and already it’s like you “know” me. Kind of scary!!
However, already I feel inspired to run and run and run…and embrace that it is part of my identity….and the ache and the awe that that knowledge brings me. Thank you for writing this.
You’re welcome, Karen! I’m glad you like the book!